Noe

do you have that guy friend that you only want as a friend?
i sure do.

last night i went out with my friend amanda. she is dating my guy friend bill's friend. bill and i have been friends for over a year now and we always have the best time together so i thought last night would seem like a fun deal... but not so much. amanda and i met up with bill and his friend spencer for cocktails. we were having a really good time until bill told me he wanted to date me and tried to kiss me. so awkward. i am not attracted to him and i do not want anything besides a friendship with him. my entire night was ruined so i drank so much to try to drown out the awkwardness. when we got back to amanda's house i went straight to her roommate's room and passed out in her bed... when i woke up this morning bill was spooning me (sickening!) and left amanda's roommate to sleep on the couch in the other room!!! i got out of bed and peaced out.

the shitty thing is now i can't even be friends with him anymore because the whole thing completely creeped me out.

lise